Coloured Carousels, Paper Planes & Playground Games

I received the most deliciously fantastical text from somebody yesterday. It was the simplest form of a question, but the conversation that spawned from it was to die for. Finally, some luck. Yes, I shall be intangible around the subject, I like the elusiveness.

I'm hungry - the last time I ate a meal was 9:00pm on Friday, almost 36 hours ago. Yesterday I had two cups of Lychees [a Chinese fruit, delicious]. I had green tea this morning. I practically feed off the stuff. I don't know why I'm complaining, this would have been a breeze for me three years ago... shows how easy I've had it. I look at myself and I physically feel nauseated. That's enough for me, I barely need the thinspo anymore. I experience some immoral thrill from this, and now I officially sound like a crazy person.

I'm going to Nathan's today since he said we can go shopping later and he'll 'treat me'. If this treat even vaguely pertains to that girl, I'm going to put my head inbetween my cupboard doors tonight. LOL. Just kidding. But it'll be a blow of epic proportions.

This song... is just love.



PS; HAPPY 1ST BIRTHDAY MARTHA. Have a snowy one. =]